Senin, 10 Agustus 2015

Living a Life As an INFP

Source: 16personalities

First of all, i actually don’t know if this is because I’m an INFP or just my personality. And what I’m about to share here is my own point of view. So, here we go.

INFP is one of sixteen type of personalities which include Introversion, Intuition, Feeling and Perception. INFP is describes as quiet, sensitive people who enjoy meditating upon connections and meanings in the universe around them.  Lost in dreams, fantasies and ideals, they may seem distant at first, but are in fact one of the warmest and kindest of all types--once you get get to know them, of course. (source: oddlydevelopedtypes)

For me, the most hard thing to do as an INFP is socialize. Like, I don’t actually know if I’m enjoy being with people or just by myself. Because sometimes I’m really tired of socializing. Like, as if my social bar in The Sims is full, i prefer to be with myself more after that. But sometimes I also feel so alone. Not lonely, which is different, just alone. Like, no one’s by my side. Though i don’t feel lonely, i quite pity myself.

The real thing about INFP is, they tend to push people away. Because they think they can’t be attached to somebody for like 24/7 like what bff do with chat, hang out and other stuff like that. So people around me usually labeled me as arrogant. In fact, I’m just tired. Not that i don’t like them, but I just prefer to have a me time as long as possible.

We also super awkward with strangers. But when we found something that “click”, we’d have a fun conversation. That usually because of same interest, like type of music, books, etc. But then again, we’d like to not cross any personal conversation other than that. Oh and what I like the most as an INFP is, we keep secret very sacredly.  Like, I’d keep your secret even on my grave, so don’t worry.

So yeah, I guess that’s it. I hope people could understand my condition of being like this. I didn’t choose to be this way. I’ve tried so hard to be likeable in society. I make people laugh with my jokes, my body, all of me. But then after, I feel insure and tired. I do love being with them, but not as often as i’m being with my own self.

Thank you so so much for understanding, and I’m really sorry if i ever hurt you by any way.

PS: For more information of INFP click here.

Bye x